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    天黑的时候

           11点半准备睡觉,1点半上床,睡不着……心慌……睡不着……五点半打开手机写短信,留着泪,写一条短信用一个小时。
           七点洗澡,八点半出门,开始早上的行程。
           右眼红的非常厉害,角膜发炎吧我猜。很难受。
           吃完午饭请假回学校了,必须要睡一下,快要将生命耗尽了的感受。
           两点半到寝室,上床,睡不着……心慌……睡不着……
           三点半帅帅起床开机发来短信。没有力气回。
           下床找早早聊天,这成了每天必做的事情。
            聊啊聊,我害怕自己会影响她和狼狼的情绪,可我也没有别的办法了。
           出门的时候,已是快两个小时以后,早早说:以后多来这里就好。我轻轻点头。
            天黑之前写这篇博,等我有天走出来的时候,看到这些一定会微笑。
            人生苦短,起码我曾经如此真诚过。虽然受了伤,但总比没有拥有过所有的一切要值得。
            天黑以后,我会换身衣服,去药店买瓶眼药水,再买点帮助睡眠的小药片。
     
            想起曾经有过的幸福……多么傻的孩子以为自己可以拥有它们直到很老,直到死去。
     
            一次次告诉自己不要做那种抓着誓言和回忆说事儿的可怜女人。爱就是爱,不爱就是不爱了。
            我们只需要在理论的基础上落实行动,给自己多一些时间去接受。
     
            天黑的时候我自己出去买药。如果眼睛不再肿痛,或许明天我就会睡得着吃得下。
            坚持而已,日子会扎实地一天天过去,无论你想它更快点还是更慢点。
     
             天真的黑了……       
           
           
          

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    敏 刘wrote:
     今天自己在这里踩一脚。作为纪念。
    Aug. 9
    nuanwrote:
    乖宝贝,坚强一点,有什么跟我们说就是~~~
    May 21
    wrote:
    敏乖乖~
    看到你的文字我就心疼。。。
    我們大家都畢竟沒有跨過三年的檻。。。
    希望你能早日介懷。
    是的,當你走出來時回想這段是會微笑的——像我現在。
    May 20

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